LAH: I wanted to ask you about friendship, because your cave-diving takes place within a small coterie of like-minded people who share an extraordinary passion. Is cave-diving competitive?
It is a little competitive, yes, and that can be dangerous. We are always trying to go a little further, a little deeper into the cave, than the person before us. But we recognise this danger and talk about it to make sure we keep this competitive instinct reined in.
LAH: It is a bit like what Harold Bloom calls the ‘anxiety of influence,’ where one is always trying to define oneself against one’s predecessor and go a step further.
Yes, eclipse your predecessor! But mostly it is about eclipsing one’s personal goals. And this can be dangerous too, because one can never win against oneself. I always think, ‘I’ve got to do more.’ This mindset caused me anxiety from an early age, and I have only started talking about that aspect of my life in the last couple of years. I try to talk about it openly so that people can say, ‘Well, if that guy was anxious when he was twenty and still suffers from anxiety from time to time, well that’s me too.’ Hopefully, that will give people a bit more confidence. I am trying to empower young people to be the best they can be.